Having spent the last week reading blogs and looking at websites and book recommendations I am clawing my way up the muddy mountain which is my life at the moment. Although I am learning that each loss is different they are all the same in that the pain of losing a spouse is the most painful and heart wrenching feeling ever.
I so appreciate the internet more than ever, and I have always been a fan.
I live in the UK and it seems that there are not many (if any) sites like WCP or Grief share and similar sitesso I am grateful to my American sisters for all the work done in this area. I think the English reserve come in to play somewhere here.
I am also edging closer to God again, although I didn't lose my faith, I held Him responsible for the way David's life came to a close, after 6 months of great suffering we just wanted a gentle peaceful end, anger towards Him was my first and last emotion. I pray that I will be able to turn back to face my Heavenly Father and His son, as we celebrate Christmas this year it will be the birth of Jesus back into my life and to begin to understand. Bless you girls xx
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